Wednesday, March 27, 2019

The Constant Gardener (sermon from Sunday, March 24, 2019)

Reading:  Luke 13:1-9

Jesus and his disciples live in a brutal world.  In this reading from the Gospel of Luke, mention is made of Pontius Pilate, the Roman governor who later condemned Jesus to death, murdering a group of Jewish worshippers as they offered sacrifices in the Temple.  And there’s also the story of another group of God’s people who were killed by a falling tower.  What do such things say about the power and the purpose of God in the world, either then or now?


A man owned a fig tree planted in his vineyard. He came looking for fruit on it and found none.  
He said to his gardener, “Look, I’ve come looking for fruit on this fig tree for three years now, 
and I’ve never found any.  Cut it down!  Why should it continue depleting the soil’s nutrients?”

If you were the gardener, how would you respond? 

Jesus and his followers are discussing the news of the day.  Sitting in a Starbucks or at Tim’s, making sense of the world around them over a cup of coffee.

“Do you remember the Temple massacre?” someone asks. 

“Oh yeah, when Pilate had that group of Galileans killed, right in the Temple when they came to Jerusalem to offer sacrifice.” 

Pilate is the Roman governor appointed and supported by Rome to keep the peace in the province of Israel.  And actually it’s not much of a surprise he had the Galileans killed.  Galileans are known to be a subversive lot, more than a little resistant to authority and ready to rebel. 

“So, I wonder, had that group gone too far?  Were they executed because they crossed a line, and become not just a nuisance but also criminal in their activity?”

“Like that other tragedy,” someone else chimes in.  “The eighteen crushed to death in Siloam – in that neighbourhood of south Jerusalem, when a tower fell on them.  I mean, why did that tower fall on them and no one else?”

“Yeah, and why did it kill them, not just injure them?  There must be a good reason.”

“Was there something especially bad about them, something horrible they were guilty of, that they suffered that way more than others around them.”


This view – that people in the world can be divided into good ones on one side, and bad ones on the other, and that one of the ways you can tell them apart is when bad things happen to those who are bad, is an ancient view.  Which means that it was held not only in old and bygone days, but that it’s born and bred deep in our bones and seems part of our ancestral DNA all through history and even today.

The world can be brutal and hard.  Bad, tragic, even terrible and horrific things happen.  Being who we are, we work hard to try to make sense of it.  And one of the ways we do that is to assume the world is made up of two kinds of people – good people and bad, and when bad things happen it must be, in most cases, because bad people are being punished for the bad things they do.  It’s a kind of logic that’s hard to escape and be free of.

It’s one of the reasons Americans, for instance, have had such a hard time with what happened on 9-11.  A friend of mine was teaching high school in a rich, Republican, fundamentalist-Christian part of San Antonio the day the towers were attacked and fell.  And the anguished question all his students asked, and that he knew he dared not try to answer, was “Why do they hate us so?  How can anyone want to do that to us?”

The reason he could not even begin to answer that question for them, was the unspoken and unquestioned assumption held by all of them that the world is made up of two kinds of people – simply good and simply bad, and that of course, they were among the good.  And how could anyone hate them that much, to do them that much evil?

Reasons and explanations were found, of course.  The pure evil of the other was part of it – always easy to argue because when we divide the world into good and bad, it’s funny how it usually matches the line between me and you, and between us and them.

And then there was also the suggestion that God allowed such evil to be done to punish America for how liberal and evil its elite had become in tolerating homosexuality, abortion and other abominations.  So it made perfect sense for people to recommit to fundamental goodness, to simple morality, and in the words of their president, to be either for or against the values, the country and the people that are good.

Unlike their other president – the fallen one, the no-longer-in-office one, the one named Clinton with a moral scandal hung around his neck, who on national television stood in the rubble of the towers and without words simply wept agonizing tears with all others who suffered there.  Also unlike so many others – that wide variety of people we have heard about in so many stories who in response to the tragedy and evil of the day without thinking about it forgot about the lines that divided them from others, and just acted spontaneously in reaching out in whatever way they could to help whoever they could.

And it’s the latter response – not the former, that seems more in line with the attitude and way of Jesus when bad things happen.  Not to try to make sense of it by dividing people into good and bad, and assuming that the point of history and the purpose of God are to reward the one and punish the other.  But to do the sensible thing of recognizing good and bad intermingled in all of us, and committing to work for the healing of us all together before we all end up losing more than we can ever imagine and ever recover from.


In 1946, after the second Great War in as many generations, an historian named Herbert Butterfield suggested a few simple things in a series of BBC radio broadcasts.  Enormous atrocity and terrible sin happen in history, he said, because of the freedom God gives us as human beings.  And when terrible things happen we should not first of all be looking to see what punishment God has somehow arranged to fall upon those who are evil.  Rather, we should be considering what good thing God is hoping to nurture in us, in response to what has been done and what has been suffered. 

The greatest judgement of heaven, Butterfield suggested, is reserved for those who imagine they can sit in judgement upon the other, and think that they are the ones who can best rule and dominate the world according to heaven’s best wishes.  And the greatest blessing of heaven is reserved for those who more simply seek to achieve some good in their little corner, do the good that’s possible right under the noses, and in whatever way is available to them with whoever is in front of them to hold to, and live out the way of Christ.


Last year when Japhia was in the hospital for a few weeks, there was one terrible night she suffered.  That day she had a new room-mate moved into the bed beside her – an elderly woman who seemed both weak and quiet.  That night, though, as this woman left her bed to go to the bathroom, she attacked Japhia and had to be restrained and returned to her bed by the nurses that came running to answer Japhia’s calls for help.

Then it happened a second time, an hour or two later.  The woman had clearly slipped into a level of dementia and aggression that no one had seen or foreseen.  She thought Japhia was her enemy meaning to do her harm, so she decided she had to get in the first blows.
In response, a soon as they could the next day the medical team – nurses, resident doctor and floor manager all came to Japhia to apologize for what had happened and to help her move to a bed they arranged for her in another room where she would be safe from further attack, and hopefully would be able to feel safe again. 

And the team also responded as best they could to the other woman’s needs.  They moved no one else into the other bed in her room, both for other people’s safety and her own peace of mind.  For two days a hospital volunteer was assigned to sit outside the door of the other woman’s room, and accompany her any time she left the room for a walk.  And that first day, even while the team was still arranging Japhia’s transfer to another room, they took the other woman for walks and invited her to join them for an hour or more at a time into the nurses’ station, where they let her use a computer to email family and friends, to read online what she wanted, maybe even play games – in part to let Japhia rest undisturbed in the room, but also to give the other woman the care that she needed. 

Because she was still their patient as well.  It was not their job to divide and choose sides, to give care to one and a cold shoulder to the other.  It was their job to reach out to, and to care for all who were there in whatever way was best and most helpful for each.


And isn’t that what and how and why a church, a community of faith, humanity informed by the spirit of Christ is called to be?  Not to be a place or a people that ignores wrong-doing and evil; that’s not what this means.  But also not a place or people where lines are drawn between good and bad people, as though we know how to do that, as though such a distinction is even possible and we can make it in any absolute sense.

But rather, to be a place and a people and a way that’s more like a hospital – a place of healing, of growth, of nurture, of redemptive and transforming care for all us together.  I like the way that Richard Rohr puts it, that “we are all mixed blessings and partly sinners, and we will always be.”  Or what Muriel Coker used to say, that there’s none of us so good there isn’t some measure of bad, and none of us so bad there isn’t some measure of good. 

And the way of Christ surely is to work for the healing of us all together in some way, before we all end up losing more than we can ever imagine and ever recover from.

Wednesday, March 13, 2019

The Wilderness was neither a wrong turn nor just a temporary test (sermon from Lent 1 and CityKidz Miracle Sunday, March 10, 2019)

Reading: Luke 4:1-13 

At his baptism Jesus is identified as God’s Beloved Son – full and true revelation of God’s will for humanity, One who will save us from our sin.  Then right away, the first place Jesus is led to start living out his mission in the world is the wilderness.

It doesn’t seem a promising or attractive place to start.  But in the wilderness and in the experience of emptiness, poverty and powerlessness, Jesus begins to live into God’s way, rather than the devil’s way, of saving and healing the world.

It’s the same for Jesus as it was for the people of Israel.

Long ago when God called Israel out of slavery to the Egyptian Empire, to become a new kind of people for all the world’s healing, the wilderness was also the first place God led them.  For forty years – not just forty days, they lived in anxiety, poverty and powerlessness – exactly the kinds of things that helped make them God’s people, and not the Empire’s people, for the real healing of the world.

Most years on CityKidz Miracle Sunday we watch a professionally made video that highlights and celebrates some aspect of the CityKidz program, and that helps us see that our money and support are well-spent.

This year we have a different kind of video.  It's one that some of the kids that CityKidz reaches out to, asked to be able to make.  It's a video that shows us the part of the city they live in, through their eyes.  The voices on the video are their voices.  The images are what they see every day.

So ... we might title this, "Through the Eyes of CityKidz Kids":


That's quite a rough video, in a lot of ways.  Bleak.  It makes Hamilton look like an urban wilderness.

We had a choice of another video: a nicer one, twice as long, but well-scripted, professionally produced, showing a CityKidz success story.  And there are many success stories to show and celebrate.

But this is the city as some CityKidz kids experience it – the city they live in, and the wilderness that CityKidz follows Jesus into.

And the way they enter it -- the way CityKidz enters this urban wilderness, they practice mission and live out the way of God in the world, in the same way Jesus learned to, and chose to in his mission ,when he was in the wilderness of his time.

Just think of the story, and the choices Jesus faced in the roughness of his time.

Temptation 1: "Focus on the bread and bodily needs.  Start with that and stay with that, because surely God doesn’t want you or anyone else to go hungry.  And if you take care of the physical, you can forget about the rest.  Or it will all fall into place."

And yes, City Kidz offers food – snacks and Happy Meals at all their meetings, donated by different agencies and food franchises.  And no doubt the kids look forward to it.  For some it may be the most regular meal they have some days.

But that’s not all they need, and City Kidz gives them something else as well – not just bread for the body, but food for the soul that they are even more hungry for.  Because what does Jesus say?  “We do not live by bread alone, but by every good word about life and for true life that proceeds from the mouth of God.”

Over and over again in everything they do City Kidz offers just that – the Word of God about true and good life that often is in short supply in that part of the city.  It’s what CityKidz is most deeply all about, and it’s handed out in bushel-basketsful – 
  • in the teaching about good choices and moral living embedded in every Saturday show,
  • in the deep respect and individual care that’s shown for each child on the bus rides, 
  • in the way each child feels known and loved by every City Kidz volunteer and staff person that meets them,
  • in the consistency of the home visits,
  • in the well-thought-out programs to develop children’s gifts,
  • in the way each child learns over and over again that they are loved, that they are worthwhile, that they can make good choices, and that they are uniquely and particularly created by God for good things and a good purpose in this world.
"Okay," the devil says, "but (Temptation Number 2) wouldn’t it be nice then – if you want to do good, to have the power to make the world over the way you think it should be.  Even if you have to make a deal with me to do it?  I mean, who wants to go into a situation like that without a plan, and some protection, and some power?

"Maybe start with a few quiet backroom deals with local politicians and the city’s power people to be on your side to take some control of that part of the city?  Sell a millionaire the naming rights for the new CityKidz theatre for the sake of a big donation?  Make a deal with a developer to just buy up big chunks of that part of the city, bulldoze it, relocate a few families, and build some condos to make that part of the city attractive and upscale?

“I mean, isn’t that what you want, and don’t the ends justify the means?  Because if you want to work in that part of the city, wouldn’t it be nice to make it over first?  Make it nicer, more attractive, more of a place that you’d like to work in?"

To which Jesus says, "No, that’s not God’s way, and it’s God who we worship and follow.  God’s way is not to start with a big make-over to make the world easier to work with.  God tried that once with the Flood, and said never again.  God’s way now always is just to go into the world as it is, even as hard, horrible and hurtful as it may be, and just love it to death – or love it to life, really.

"God doesn’t let the poverty or horror of a place to keep him from going in.  Nor does God wait until he has money, power or protection of some kind on his side.  Rather, God goes personally and completely into the world’s roughest and toughest places with nothing but the powerlessness and vulnerability of love, and lets the openness of love be what heals and redeems the world and its people wherever and however they are."

Isn’t that what Jesus chooses, as Son of God?  And CityKidz, like Jesus, is not afraid to do as God does, and go wherever and however God is willing to go.

"Okay," the devil says, "so you do a lot of good and you love the world and its poorest people to new life right now and right where they are.  But surely you want to be recognized for what you do.  And not be hurt while you’re doing it.  So why not at least let it be your own little soft spot in the world – a nest nicely feathered for your well-being?  Hey!  Maybe make it like a church or something else that people can join, and you can be in charge of!"

Temptation Number 3.

And we all know God’s, and Jesus’, and CityKidz’s answer to that one.  The point is not for God to save us; but for God to use us, in whatever way and for as long as God wants, to help save others.  The point is not that we can ask God to serve our well-being, or even guarantee our future, but that for as long as we are here and with whatever we are given we let God use us for the well-being, the healing and the salvation of others.  And if God does give us long life, resources, even security – that’s what it’s for.  The good of others.

And the devil – out there, and in ourselves, hates to hear that.

Because as long as we commit to that, how can the devil ever stop God’s healing work from happening in the world?

And that is what Jesus, and CityKidz, and we at our best as a church are all about.

Monday, March 04, 2019

Shining Examples (sermon from Transfiguration Sunday, March 3, 2019)


Reading: Exodus 34:29-35 and Luke 9:28-43a

Both the Hebrew Scriptures and the Gospels share stories of people who are in such deep communion with God that they “shine with glory” and appear to others as “dazzling with light.”

In the Book of Exodus, Moses comes to shines with the light of God when he ascends Mount Sinai to speak with God, and then comes down to share God’s word with the people. 

In the Gospels, Jesus ascends a mountain and shines with glory as he communes deeply with God.  The story says that on the mountain he talks with Moses and Elijah who represent the Law and the Prophets – the whole of God’s word to the people, and who also are two persons in the Old Testament who see God face to face without dying.




I wish you all could have seen it.  Conner F’s face.  What, a month or two ago?  Maybe a little longer? 

It was during children’s time.  I don’t remember what we were talking about.  But Conner was sitting right there, and I will never forget his face – the look that came across it, the way his eyes and whole face suddenly opened, and the way he just glowed.  You just knew he had seen or thought or imagined something truly wonderful.  So I had to ask him what it was.

He was almost embarrassed to have been noticed.  It seemed he had no idea until it was pointed out that the light bulb in his brain was so visible to others outside his own head.  But I coaxed him to say what so transfigured him, and that’s when we heard that delightful idea – probably the real reality, that heaven and earth maybe are two almost identical but very different worlds that exist at the same time and all the time, side by side, with a wall between them that sometimes – at special moments or in special places, comes down, so they touch and mix together and become one world.

At which point I thought, and I think I even said, I really don’t need to say anything more today, do I?  Because what else is there to say with such a vision of heaven and earth made visible to us in his face and made clear to us in his words?



When the people of Israel camped at the foot of Mount Sinai on their way towards the Promised Land away from slavery to the Egyptian Empire, Moses would ascend the mountain to be in the presence of God, to talk with God and listen to God, so he could bring God’s Word for the people back down to them. 

And they knew Moses was seeing God and hearing God’s Word because when Moses came down from the mountain, the skin of his face shone like the sun.  He glowed so brightly with the light of God that they couldn’t bear to face him.  So to accommodate their dullness and their sensitivity to that much light shining on them, when Moses was with them he covered his face with a veil.  He hid the fullness of the glory he had come to know, because it scared them to see it and be subjected to it.

But at the same time they were reassured by him and by the light they saw in his face.  Because it showed them God was still with them.  Still guiding and guarding along the way.  Still teaching and transforming.  Still helping them step by step, word by word, test by test to become the people for all the world that God promised them they would be.



And maybe it doesn’t always have to be someone’s shining face that helps us know the presence of God with us, and that heaven and earth at least at that moment are one.

It might be a voice. 

Like the first time Japhia went for radical eye surgery – a deeply invasive procedure into the eyeball called a total vitrectomy that after the surgery involves four to six months of half-blindness and care to help repair a tear in the retina of one eye.  It was maybe eight years ago, and she was scared.  The surgery was scheduled for 7 am at St Joe’s in Stoney Creek, and the night before the surgery a blizzard moved in.  Not a good sign, and it was easy to imagine the very worst coming of the whole venture. 

But we drove in through the snow, she got prepped and we waited, and she got wheeled into the operating room.  And then through the fog of fear there was a voice that seemed somehow familiar saying, “Hello, Japhia!”  And when she looked up, trying to put a name to that voice that spoke right to her heart, the face she saw half-hidden behind a surgical mask was that of Robyn H.  And at that moment, all fear fell away.   She knew she was in good hands – Robyn’s, her doctor’s, and God’s, and that all would be well.

Or during the hospitalization last summer when she and I both feared the worst.  The second or third day in, Japhia was facing some major tests and Jake and Amy – our son and daughter-in-law, came in to visit, and they prayed with Japhia for healing if it would be God’s will, and for God’s presence and peace in all things.  And that night, she says, she slept well – better than she had for a long time, because through the clarity and glowing certainty of their prayers and the radiance of their belief in God, Japhia also had peace, knowing God was with her no matter what.

And so many others have that same effect, and bring that same gift to others around them.  I think of Dorothy M’s calm faith in the face of whatever comes, that you cannot help but feel yourself when you’re with her.  And others like Jack Durfey and Muriel Coker had that same gift of contagious faith and peace, that they learned through their lifetimes of knowing and trusting the promise and the Word of God no matter what.  And that’s only three of a long list any of us could make of people in this congregation who especially at critical moments just glow with the presence and constant good will of God.

I knew a minister I knew in Winnipeg – Richard, who spoke with such deep integrity and radiated such calm and humble trust in God because of what he and his wife had had to struggle through when one of their children died prematurely.  He had won his way through to a place of deep and radiant faith, and he more than anyone else helped me make the critical journey we all need to make from the faith of my childhood to something more mature and lasting. 

Aren’t we all on a journey like that – like the people of Israel, like the first disciples of Jesus, away from wherever we have been towards something not yet known but promised to us?  And don’t we all need shining examples of faith and faithfulness to help us along the way?  The witness and the reassurance of people who commune with God in very deep ways, and have the glow, the quiet brilliance, the scarily deep pool of wisdom and peace that scares and intimidates us – makes us question our own life of faith sometimes, but that also and at the same time reassures us that God is still here, guiding and guarding, teaching and transforming, and that we need not be afraid because we are not alone.

I remember the face and can still hear the words of William Stringfellow when he came as a guest speaker to the University of Winnipeg in the early 70’s.  Stringfellow was a theologically brilliant civil rights lawyer in the States who was close friends with the Berrigan brothers during the time of Nixon and of the anti-war protests and civil disobedience that many Christians were engaged in.  When he spoke at the university to a lecture hall of hundreds, there was just something about him – a brilliance of vision, and a divine clarity of commitment to the well-being of all the world, all its peoples, and its governments.

I think too of seeing and hearing Todd Bender speaking here at Fifty a few years on one of our Miracle Sundays.  Seeing the passionate, burning intensity of love for the children of Hamilton, and the way he saw and helped the healing of the city to happen one child, one family, one volunteer, one program, one day at a time.

Both men were a little frightening in the intensity of their faith; both men were also deeply reassuring in the brilliant, holy glow of their actions and of their commitment to the ongoing pressure of the kingdom of heaven upon the life of earth.

There are so many people who glow with the light of God in so many ways, both big and small.  So many right here.  At some time and in some ways, probably each one of us in things we do, in words we say, in ways we reach out, in ways we are present to others. 



It makes me wonder about the story of Jesus’ transfiguration.

The disciples see him standing and talking with Moses and Elijah – the giver of the Law, and the greatest, most mystical of the Prophets.  In other words, Jesus is standing there shaped and informed to the core of his being by the Law and the Prophets, the whole Word of God for the world, and he is glowing before them with the light of God.

Their first response is to want to worship him. But that’s not the point.  As soon as the disciples say that, the whole scene dissolves into fog, and a voice from heaven says, “This is my Son, my Chosen, listen to him.”  Not worship him, but listen to him.  Don’t just bow down to him; rather, let your hearts and minds and all your lives be shaped by him and what he says to you, as his is shaped by the Law and the Prophets.

The they come down from the mountain and meet the man whose son the other disciples are not able to heal.  Everyone turns to Jesus to do something – to do God’s work and bring God’s light into the world.  And he does that, but he also says, “You faithless and perverse generation, how much longer must I be with you and bear with you?”

And I wonder what he means.  Is he feeling the people around him are hopeless, and he’d just love to get back to a realm where God’s light is more clearly seen? 

Or might he be saying, “Oh my goodness.  Are you not there yet?  How much longer at this stage in Earth’s unfolding for all of you and each of you to know that you too bear this same light of God, and that in more ways than you know, you already glow and are brilliant with it for the sake of others around you.  That it’s not me by myself, but all of us together– all of you in communion with God as I am, who are the light of the world – the shining examples that all the world needs of the presence, the power and the purpose of God at work here and now.”

Heaven and earth exist at the same time all the time, side by side, and sometimes the wall between them comes down, so that they touch and mix together and become one world.  The promise is revealed in Christ.  And it’s made true in us, as we let our lives be shaped by him – as scary, and as enlivening and exciting as that it, all at the same time.