Sunday, March 29, 2020

Crafting new sinews and muscles for God's body (Sunday, March 29, 2020)

The text of the hymns and sermon from today's live-stream...


Hymn: “The Church is Wherever God’s People…”

The church is wherever God’s people are praising,
singing God’s goodness for joy on this day. 
The church is wherever disciples of Jesus
remember his story and walk in his way.
The church is wherever God’s people are helping,
caring for neighbours in sickness and need. 
The church is wherever God’s people are sharing
the words of the Bible in gift and in deed.

Reading (Ezekiel 37:1-10 Good News Translation)
A reading from a time of crisis in the history of Israel.  They are a broken people because of their own corruption and greed – a kind of rot that had eaten away the vitality of their kingdom.  They are a defeated kingdom, beaten in war and shipped off to live as exiles in a foreign land.  And in the wake of all that they wonder if they will ever be a people and a kingdom again—or are they finished?  Even more to the point, is God maybe finished with them?

I felt the powerful presence of the Lord, and God’s spirit took me and set me down in a valley where the ground was covered with bones.  The Lord God led me all around the valley; I could see that there were very many bones and that they were very dry.  The Lord God said to me, “Mortal man, can these bones come back to life?”

I replied, “Sovereign Lord, only you can answer that!”

The Lord God said, “Prophesy to the bones.  Tell these dry bones to listen to the word of the Lord.  Tell them I, the Sovereign Lord, am saying to them: I am going to … bring you back to life.  I will give you sinews and muscles, and cover you with skin.  I will put breath into you and bring you back to life.  Then you will know I am the Lord.”

So I prophesied as I had been told.  While I was speaking, I heard a rattling noise, and the bones began to join together.  While I watched, the bones were covered with sinews and muscles, and then with skin.  But there was no breath in the bodies.

God said to me, “Mortal man, prophesy to the wind.  Tell the wind that the Sovereign Lord commands it to come from every direction, to breathe into these dead bodies, and to bring them back to life.”

So I prophesied as I had been told. Breath entered the bodies, and they came to life and stood up.  There were enough of them to form an army.

Meditation     

Three things in this reading and three things in our life right now – the bones separate and disconnected, the sinews and muscles that bring them and hold them together, and the breath that comes in and gives them new and true life.

The bones. 

In Ezekiel’s vision they’re an image of the people of Israel scattered and buried all across the landscape of the Middle East between Israel and Babylon.  The first great diaspora, that the people thought they would never recover from.  They couldn’t imagine how they would ever come together again as a nation and a people in any good way.

The bones are also at times an image of individual and personal life.  We call it burnout.  Pulled in too many directions, giving time and energy to too many things, trying to live up to too many expectations until all you feel like at the end is a pile of dry bones, discarded masks and roles, hollowed out dreams and plans.

The bones are also an image of where and how we are now as church, as community and country – as the human species on the face of the Earth in this pandemic.  We’re suffering disconnection – isolation – everything seems to be falling apart – we feel buried in our bunkers and fear how things are faring out in the land beyond our control. 

Some say this time is God’s way of shaking us, judging and correcting us – a work of God’s hard will.  And some mean by this that it’s God’s way of separating good / bad, enriching the righteous and impoverishing the evil.  I don’t know; I’m not sure what to do with a God like that.

Some will profit and some will be impoverished as happens any time.  Some will win and others lose, but is that God’s doing?  The way God makes things work?  Or the way people put things together?  Often to the detriment, or at the cost of honest spiritual self-assessment, one way or the other?

The sinews and muscles.  They can be human or holy.  Made up by “the flesh” or shaped by the Word of the Holy One.  And we need to work hard at knowing the difference.

The prophet sees that God desires reconnection driven by the Word – the same Word that brought all the world into being.  A community of life, and the healing, healthy interdependence of the whole.  Ezekiel’s vision is the hope Israel needed in its time, and we need and our world need in ours.

How, though, are holy sinews grown?  How do we connect in love and towards healing and justice?  What are the practical ties that bind? 

What we’re used to is gathering, family parties, meeting neighbours on the street or at the store, visiting, taking food to the Food Bank, making quilts around a table and taking them to a women’s shelter, volunteering at GBF or driving for the Cancer Society, holding fund-raising dinners and Open Mic nights and yard sales, having a good conversation over coffee with a co-worker or over a beer with a friend.

But those kinds of connecting tissue are now neither possible nor loving. 

We are in our homes with immediate family.  For many this can be a time and a way to reconnect, to develop new lines of communication, new kinds of activities together to deepen, enrich, change and transform our ways of being connected as parents and children, as partners.  And that’s good.  This can be a rich spiritual time for us in our families and houses.

But God is also never about saving and blessing just the family unit, and never just the community of the faithful.  God and kingdom and the good news of God’s kingdom is always ultimately about the neighbour and stranger as well, also about the enemy and “the other” whoever the other may be.

In the OT they’re lumped together usually as “the alien, fatherless and widow.”  Today we might say the foreigner and immigrant, the poor and the hungry, the laid-off and lonely and abused and fearful and other folks at risk. 

And the point of it all, is that God’s desire ultimately is the well-being of the whole of God’s family and the whole of God’s world … that the bones God wants to raise up and bring to new life are the bones of all the world God has made, no matter how and where they are,
So … what are the sinews and muscles that can bind us now with others beyond us, and bring us together ?  That create the connections now that allow God’s Spirit of true life to move among us and for others? 

I’ve made a list of just a few things I’ve become aware of just this past week among the members of our little church.  The list includes

·        -  phone calls people are making to keep in touch with one another – especially to people they haven’t seen for a while and may feel left out, and phone calls to me if someone seems in special need maybe of a pastoral call? 
·         - a number of folks who have volunteered to be available to help pick up and deliver groceries and meds for people who may need help in that regard
·         - the Quilt Club is making masks for nurses and doctors at a hospital in St Catharines, and a number of other folks have asked if they can help too
·         - people in some of our online discussion groups – our gratitude group, our family spirituality group, sharing resources and ideas to help each other out
·         - the Mission and Outreach Cttee is trying to find out how we can still live out our Lenten project of supporting and donating to the Stoney Creek Food Bank, especially needed now by some of the “hidden hungry” in our community
·         - members sharing our online worship with  friends, family and neighbours – some of them other-churched, some of them non-churched

These are some of the sinews and muscle that help connection and reconnection happen here among us in this time of pandemic. 

And it’s when this happens, when the connections of sacrificial and self-giving love are made, when connection like that is crafted with the rest of God’s world, with “the other”, that the Spirit comes.  A fresh wind starts to blow into and among us and our neighbours.  A hope of new and true life begins to grow and catch us up once again.

This is the promise of God and the way of God.  This is the hope God gives.  This is the the work and the gift God does through us and through others for the life and well-being of all.  This is the way God breathes into our time, with good news of new life for all
                                
Thanks be to God.

Hymn: “Heal the World”

There's a place in your heart and I know that it is love
And this place could be much brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try you'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel there's no hurt or sorrow
There are ways to get there if you care enough for the living
Make a little space… make a better place

Heal the world: make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make it a better place for you and for me

If you want to know why, there's love that cannot lie
Love is strong: it only cares of joyful giving
If we try we shall see in this bliss we cannot feel
Fear of dread; we stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always Love's enough for us growing
So make a better world… Make a better world

Heal the world…

And the dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life, wound this earth, crucify its soul?
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly. Be God's glow!
We could fly so high  let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel you are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear, together we cry happy tears
See the nations turn their swords into plowshares
We could really get there if you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place
Heal the world …


Monday, March 23, 2020

Entering a time of pandemic


With the church closed as we enter a time of distancing and quarantine to minimize the spread of the COVID-19 virus, we began a new stage in the history of Sunday gathering at Fifty with a live Facebook feed.  Here's the outline and text of much of the service:

Welcome
The Creed

We are not alone, we live in God’s world.
We believe in God: 
who has created and is creating,
who has come in Jesus, the Word made flesh, to reconcile and make new,  
who works in us and others by the Spirit.
We trust in God. 
We are called to be the Church:  
to celebrate God’s presence,
                to live with respect in Creation, 
to love and serve others,
                to seek justice and resist evil,
                to proclaim Jesus, crucified and risen,
                our judge and our hope.
In life, in death, in life beyond death,
God is with us.
We are not alone.
Thanks be to God.

Opening Prayer / Lord’s Prayer
Hymn: This Day God Gives Me

This day God gives me strength of high heaven,
sun and moon shining, flame in my hearth,
flashing of lightning, wind in its swiftness,
depths of the ocean, firmness of earth.

This day God sends me strength to sustain me,
might to uphold me, wisdom as guide.
Your eyes are watchful, your ears are listening,
your lips are speaking, Friend at my side.

God's way is my way,God's shield is 'round me,
God's host defends me, saving from ill.
Angels of heaven, drive from me always
all that would harm me, stand by me still.

Rising, I thank you, mighty and strong One,
King of creation, giver of rest,
firmly confessing God in three Persons,
Oneness of Godhead,Trinity blest.

Reading:  I Cor. 12:12-14, 26-27
Meditation

How has the first week of social distancing and self-isolation gone for you?

Hard?  Maybe it’s come with a lay-off and loss of a pay cheque.  Or with other anxieties like a cancelled surgery, fear of shortages of one kind of or another, or just the pain of being apart from grandchildren – or grandparents.  Or, in the other direction, having too much time with cooped-up kids, or with stressed-out parents.

Maybe it’s been good.  Better than you feared.  A nice break from routine busyness?  A time of quiet and peace that’s settled like a nice holiday blanket over your neighbourhood?  Maybe a chance to catch up on a few things – like quality family time, or time to rest?

Probably it’s been both.  At different times and in different ways, both hard and easy.  Both nerve-wracking and welcome. 

And life is like that – a constant movement back and forth between ups and downs, despair and hope, doubt and faith, fear and love.  And it’s not the constant presence of both ends of the pendulum in our lives that’s a problem.  More often, problems come when we either try to deny or just wish away the one – usually fear and doubt, or we don’t find a way back to the other – the hope, the faith and the love.

When our Church Council first contemplated the realities of closing our building, I think anxiety was one of our first feeling responses.  It was the only sane, wise and loving thing to do.  But we also wondered how we could be a church without meeting and being together in our building.  We count on shared worship for support, for fellowship, and for that weekly renewing and deepening of our faith in God.  And we count on our building being the place where we welcome people in and reach out together to the community.

But there have been lots of times in human history when for all kinds of reasons – natural disaster, epidemics like this, or political persecution, believers have not been able to meet, and they survived.  Sometimes even thrived.  And our presence in the community and our mission to the world happens not just in and through our building, but in and through each one of us in the ways we live our lives, the relationships we carry on, and all the individual ways in which we each know and share God’s love for all.

None of this stops just because we can’t meet here for a while.

And there’s something else I want to mention.  When we first began envisioning not being together here, we immediately rushed to find other ways of being connected – like this live-stream on Facebook this morning, so we can still have the feeling of being together.  In the letter I sent out I likened it to what Hockey Night in Canada used to be in the old days, except with a focus on God instead of the Leafs and without Foster Hewitt.
And that’s great.  Probably even when things are back to normal we’ll try to keep something like this up, and build on it.  Well past time for us to join the 21st century.

But at the same time, this is not the answer to everything. 

Even this does not reach and include everyone.  Not everyone has or even wants a Facebook account, so some are excluded from this live-stream and I wonder if that makes them feel even more isolated.

Plus I’ve been reminded this week that being apart from community and even from family and friends, and being isolated and alone with God, even in (maybe especially in) dire circumstances has always been part – in fact, an important part of any journey with God and any deepening in a person’s experience of God and of faith in God.

Sometimes we get to choose times like that – booking time away for spiritual retreat at a really nice place, or setting aside a special time each day to connect with God and our higher self in private prayer and meditation.

And sometimes the time is forced on us – like now.  This break from normal life and separation from other people is not our choice.  But it’s no less an opportunity for entering into that deeper encounter with God, and that struggle between our own inner demons and our higher self, whatever that may mean for each of us.

I asked Japhia if she had any idea what that might be for me in this time.  She thought it might have something to do with me learning to accept not being able to fix everything, accepting things beyond my control, and learning not to be rushing around trying to give all the answers, come up with solutions, and make everything better for everyone.  To live with my own powerlessness, and start living into the first line of that famous Serenity Prayer: to know the serenity of accepting that which I cannot change, cannot control, cannot fix, cannot solve or predict.  To let my serenity come not from my own power to do things,
but from God and from openness to God’s care, God’s presence, and God’s good purpose.

I think she’s right.  There is something in this time especially for me to grow into, and to learn to live with more gracefully.  Something related to my particular inner demons and idolatries, openness to God, and the growth of my higher self.

And I don’t want to miss out.  Don’t want to pass by and walk senselessly through this time. 
Even a time of global crisis holds within it the kernel of spiritual gift, an invitation to grow, to change, to be transformed – a possibility of experiencing God and becoming myself in a deeper way than before.

I wonder, in the times ahead and that we’re already in, what’s the invitation for you? 
What kind of growth or change does this anxious, unfamiliar time open up for you? 
How will you become more open to God and to your higher self in this time that we’re in?
Hymn: Do Not Be Afraid (by K Segrave)

Day after day; night after night
You speak to us through everything: 
“Do not be afraid.
This is My world: you’re not alone.
My Love is stronger than anything! 
Do not be afraid!  Do not be afraid.”

Lord, please teach us how to hear Your voice
Through raging storms and life’s constant din.
And Lord, please teach us how to keep fear out,
and let Your Spirit in!

Night after night; day after day,
Our lives get too busy to hear You say: 
“Do not be afraid.
This is My world: you’re not alone.
My Love is stronger than anything! 
Do not be afraid!  Do not be afraid.”

Lord, please teach us …

For this is Your world:
We’re not alone.
Your Love is stronger than anything:
Do not be afraid. We are not alone.
Do not be afraid.

Prayers of Thanksgiving and Intercession
Commissioning – to know and to share God’s love for all
Closing Song:  Go Now in Peace

Go now in peace; never be afraid;
God will go with you each hour of every day.
Go now in faith -- steadfast, strong and true;
Know God will guide you in all you do.
Go now in love, and show that you believe;
Reach out to others so all the world can see:
God will be there, watching from above.
Go now in peace, in faith, and in love.