Tuesday, December 08, 2020

Living Wisdom for a New Normal -- Session 5 (I think I mistakenly called the previous one Session 3, instead of 4)

The last session about the story of the Exodus ended with a conversation about leadership – specifically, how did Moses as leader know what was good and true, and what to do; and how did the people know to follow him?   

The questions of leadership – what makes for a good, true leader; how does one know who or what to follow – are critical questions in the Hebrew Scriptures.   

These are also critical questions today in the midst of the multiple crises we live with, the severe social and political fragmentation we suffer, and the need we have to discover or create a new normal that’s good for all humanity and all life on Earth. 

On one hand, the story of Israel as told in the Hebrew Scriptures is not dissimilar from the history of other peoples – a perpetual series of good visions and not-so-good real-life results. 

They begin as a wandering people looking for a place to settle, and end up in Egypt which at first seems to solve all their problems, but eventually becomes a prison for them where they become enslaved to a system and a structure that is killing them and over which they are powerless.

They flee slavery, travel for forty years through a wilderness towards a promised land, and along the way are instructed in becoming a different kind of people on Earth – to be shaped in all they do by love and reverence for God, and by care for the rights and dignity of others around them and the life of Earth itself.  But when they reach and enter the promised land, they immediately attack and conquer the people already there, determined to take control – leading to warfare even among themselves, in the quest for dominance.

They solve their anarchy by establishing a kingdom, make a poor choice for their first king (strong military leader, like people expect kings to be) but then find someone else (a shepherd) more likely to help them be the kind of kingdom they aspire to be.  After a brief run at being a different kind of kingdom, though, they become just like other kingdoms – a top-down hierarchy ruled by a corrupt, self-serving elite with an official self-centred ideology/theology (or idolatry) of personal and national prosperity at the expense of others around them.  This leads to the crumbling of the kingdom.

On the other hand, though, there is something that makes this story different from many other national stories. 

In Genesis 1, the story of the creation of good life on Earth has a distinctive ending.  Other ancient people’s stories usually end with the gods appointing a king to be their representative on Earth to keep the life that’s been created, good.  In the Hebrew story, God creates common humanity to live in his image, and to keep all that has been created, good.

Then, as the history of the people unfolds it is not kings and queens who are heroes, but non-royal people who discern and embody the good vision for the people, and who inspire the people to follow it:

In their original wandering and the first search for a promised land, it’s old and childless Abraham and Sarah who lead the way and set the tone.

In the escape from the slavery the people eventually fall into, it’s the homeless and outcast outlaw named Moses who sees through the way things are in Egypt, and leads the people to commit to journey to a new place and a new way of being a people.

In the fall into old ways of seeking peace through conflict and conquest of others, it’s the out-in-the-fields shepherd named David (not at all your usual warrior-king) who becomes the ideal (and idealized) king.

In the degeneration of the kingdom into long years of corruption, idolatry and total self-centeredness, the corrupt kings and upper elite are part of the problem and it’s the lonely, outlawed prophet named Elijah who stands up for the way the people of God are meant to be.

We’ve already looked at Abraham and Sarah, and at Moses to some extent.  Next session, I expect we’ll look at David – the idealized shepherd-king.  This week, through the lens of three story-incidents in his career as a prophet of God, we look at Elijah – the lonely, outlawed man who saw through the idolatries of the kingdom of his day, and stood up against them for the kind of kingdom and people they were meant to be, to be good for the world.

The situation (I Kings 16:29-33)

Ahab son of Omri became king of Israel in the thirty-eighth year of Asa’s rule in Judah, and he ruled twenty-two years from Samaria.

Ahab did more things to disobey the Lord than any king before him. He acted just like Jeroboam. Even worse, he married Jezebel the daughter of King Ethbaal of Sidon and started worshiping Baal. Ahab built an altar and temple for Baal in Samaria and set up a sacred pole for worshiping the goddess Asherah. Ahab did more to make the Lord God of Israel angry than any king of Israel before him.

King Ahab is trying to turn the kingdom around (maybe “Make Israel Great Again”) by making worship of Baal the official ideology / theology of the kingdom. 

A few things about Baal.  When the Old Testament warns the people of Israel against the worship of other Gods, it is not referring to Allah, Vishnu, Buddha or the traditions of First Nations’ peoples.  The “other gods” known to the people of Israel and that they are tempted to worship through their time as a kingdom, are the imperial warrior gods of Egypt, Assyrian and Babylon, and the more localized Canaanite god of prosperity, fertility and material success known as Baal.

The imperial warrior gods promise national peace and security through war, military victory and violent conquest of other nations and people.  Baal promises family well-being, local fertility and national prosperity through sacrifice (including, when “necessary,” sacrifice of the weak and vulnerable) to the demands of the god. 

The prophets see that Yahweh is very different from these “other gods” and that worshipping and following the way of Yahweh leads to a very different kind of society than the kind encouraged by the other gods. 

Question:  With what you know of the message of the prophets about what a godly (i.e. Yahweh-based) society is meant to be like, and this quick sketch of the “other gods,” what are some of the differences that you can see between Yahweh and the other gods, and between the kind of society each encourages?

One thing that complicates the matter is that these other gods are attractive in what they promise and the people of Israel are not immune to them.  Different elements and echoes of these “other theologies” find their way into the Old Testament stories and theologies, even though they are in tension with what the people experienced of Yahweh in the wilderness and are able to articulate in their better moments.  It’s not unlike “Christian theology” that takes into itself some of these same elements of these “other gods” (think, Nazi Germany and the greater part of the German church in the 1930’s) and that requires careful discernment and radical practice (think, the underground Confessing Church epitomized in Dietrich Bonhoeffer) to sort out what is faithful to Christ and what is not.

Question: In what ways are these “other gods” manifest today – under what guises, names or ideologies?  How is a more faithfully Christian personal and social life different from the personal life and society encouraged by these other gods?

The challenge to Baal and Baal-worship from Elijah (I Kings 18:18-40)

King Ahab went to meet Elijah, and when he saw him, Ahab shouted, “There you are, the biggest troublemaker in Israel!”

 

Elijah answered. “You’re the troublemaker—not me! You and your family have disobeyed the Lord’s commands by worshiping Baal.  Call together everyone from Israel and have them meet me on Mount Carmel. Be sure to bring along the 450 prophets of Baal and the 400 prophets of Asherah who eat at Jezebel’s table.”

 

Ahab got everyone together, then they went to meet Elijah on Mount Carmel. Elijah stood in front of them and said, “How much longer will you try to have things both ways? If the Lord is God, worship him! But if Baal is God, worship him!”

 

The people did not say a word.  Then Elijah continued, “Bring us two bulls. Baal’s prophets can take one of them, kill it, and cut it into pieces. Then they can put the meat on the wood without lighting the fire. I will do the same thing with the other bull, and I won’t light a fire under it either.  The prophets of Baal will pray to their god, and I will pray to the Lord. The one who answers by starting the fire is God.”

 

“That’s a good idea,” everyone agreed.

 

The prophets of Baal went first.  They chose their bull, got it ready and prayed to Baal all morning, asking him to start the fire. They danced around the altar and shouted, “Answer us, Baal!” But there was no answer. 

 

At noon, Elijah began making fun of them. “Pray louder!” he said. “Baal must be a god. Maybe he’s day-dreaming or using the toilet or traveling somewhere. Or maybe he’s asleep, and you have to wake him up.”

 

The prophets kept shouting louder and louder, and they cut themselves with swords and knives until they were bleeding. This was the way they worshiped, and they kept it up all afternoon. But there was no answer of any kind.

 

Elijah then said, “My turn.”  He used twelve stones – one for each of the tribes of Israel – to build an altar in honor of the Lord.  He dug a ditch around the altar, large enough to hold about thirteen quarts. He placed the wood on the altar, cut the bull into pieces and laid the meat on the wood.  Then he told the people, “Fill four large jars with water and pour it over the meat and the wood.” After they did this, he told them to do it two more times. They did exactly as he said until finally, the water ran down the altar and filled the ditch.

 

When it was time for the evening sacrifice, Elijah prayed, “Our Lord, God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, prove now that you are the God of this nation, so these people will know that you are the Lord God, and that you will turn their hearts back to you.”

 

The Lord immediately sent fire, and it burned up the sacrifice, the wood, and the stones. It scorched the ground everywhere around the altar and dried up every drop of water in the ditch. When the crowd saw what had happened, they all bowed down and shouted, “The Lord is God! The Lord is God!”

 

Just then, Elijah said, “Grab the prophets of Baal! Don’t let any of them get away.” So the people captured the prophets and took them to Kishon River, where Elijah killed every one of them.

An 8th-century-BCE Royal Rumble.  Or maybe more a high-level political debate between opposing ideologies to govern by, with a particular kind of evidence as the criteria of evaluation (i.e. which God will be able to light the sacrifice successfully?)  In Elijah’s day, that’s the kind of evidence that the national argument was based on.

Question:  In the debates and controversies today about which theology and what kind of God to follow in the making of our society, what evidence do we look to (in public media, in social media, in political campaigns, in Parliamentary debate, around the water cooler) to settle the question?  Is there consensus about what evidence counts?  Or about what weight to give to different kinds of evidence?

The source of Elijah’s authority (I Kings 19:1-18)

Ahab told his wife Jezebel what Elijah had done and that he had killed the prophets. She sent a message to Elijah: “You killed my prophets. Now I’m going to kill you!”

Elijah was afraid when he got her message, and ran to hide far in the desert.  He came to a large bush, sat down in its shade and begged the Lord, “Just kill me now” Then he lay down in the shade and fell asleep.

An angel woke him up and said, “Get up and eat.” Elijah looked around, and by his head was a jar of water and some baked bread.  He sat up, ate and drank, then lay down and went back to sleep.

So the angel woke him again and said, “Get up and eat, or else you’ll get too tired to travel.” So Elijah sat up and ate and drank.

The food and water made him strong enough to walk forty more days. At last, he reached Mount Sinai, the mountain of God, and spent the night there in a cave.

While Elijah was on Mount Sinai, the Lord asked, “Elijah, why are you here?”

He answered, “Lord God All-Powerful, I’ve always done my best to obey you, but your people have turned against you, are following the ways of Baal, and now are even trying to kill me!”

“Go out and stand on the mountain,” the Lord replied. “I want you to see me when I pass by.”

All at once, a strong wind shook the mountain and shattered the rocks. But the Lord was not in the wind. Next, there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. Then there was a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire.

Finally, there was a gentle breeze – a still, small voice – a sound of total quiet – (it’s apparently a really hard phrase to translate into English)—and when Elijah heard it, he covered his face with his coat. He went out and stood at the entrance to the cave.

The Lord asked, “Elijah, why are you here?”

Elijah answered, “Lord God All-Powerful, I’ve always done my best to obey you, but your people have turned against you, are following the ways of Baal, and now are even trying to kill me!”

The Lord said:

“Elijah, go back to the desert near Damascus. When you get there, I have some people I want you to out in charge of things, who will start putting things right.  Because you know what?  You aren’t alone.  There are still 7,000 Israelites who have refused to worship Baal, and they will live.”

Jezebel didn’t like to lose.  Instead of conceding, she put a contract out on Elijah.  She seems still to have a lot of authority; her word still carries considerable weight in the kingdom.

Elijah is convinced he has no future, and doubts his own authority. 

When he gets to the holy mountain, though, and is met by Yahweh, he is introduced (maybe re-introduced) to a kind of authority that has nothing to do with Jezebel’s kind of authority that is based on might, worldly power and grand displays of glorious force. 

Question:  How do you understand “the still, small voice” or “the sound of sheer silence”?  Have you heard it?  Where and when?  Do others hear it?  Does it have any authority today?  How?

Bonus question: how do you know that the still, small voice you hear is not just that little evil angel sitting on your shoulder, whispering into your left ear?

Sunday, December 06, 2020

Happy place or holy place? It might make a difference. (Advent 2 - Sun, Dec 6, 2020)

Opening Thoughts

Last week we lit the first Advent candle of hope.  This week, the candle of peace – a second thing we long for, and that God promises as God comes to dwell among us and with us.

Even when we can’t clear away the hard and stressful things make life and the world smooth sailing, can we perhaps clear a space within it – claim and clear a little time and place, to reconnect with Peace – the peace God promises, a peace not dependent on everything in the world being peaceful and smooth, a peace that comes from somewhere else and that we bring to, rather than gain from the world and the time we live in?

Just this week, this quotation came my way: “True serenity is inner peace that allows us to view the world realistically.  We are involved yet detached at the same time.  There can be storms surrounding us, but at the centre of ourselves, all is calm.” 

Reading and Meditation 

I want to share with you a story about a man who lived in a troubled time, and who took a lot of the trouble into himself – internalized, made it his own, and very nearly let it kill him.

The name of the man is Elijah, and by the way he handles things – as open as he can be to the world around him, and at the same time as opened as he can be to God, he is a prophet of God to the people of his time and still a prophet to us – someone who helps us see how and where God is, and is at work among us.

Elijah lives in a troubled time.  The people of Israel are well past their best days and the kingdom – now divided and in tatters, is in bad shape.  Corruption at the top, poverty everywhere else, no turning point in sight, sickness all through the land on every level, no light appearing on the dark horizon.

In the midst of this King Ahab has a plan to make Israel good again.  With the help of his queen, Jezebel from Sidon, he brings in a new religion – the worship of a prosperity god named Baal that a lot of the other people around them are worshipping.  Baal promises family and tribal well-being, material prosperity and national success to any who worship him.  So Ahab gives Jezebel the green light to start building temples to Baal and teaching the people to worship Baal, instead of just Yahweh their real God.

A lot of people get on board.  Hundreds or priests and prophets sign on.  Except for Elijah.  He sees this new religion not as a solution, but as part of the problem.  He gets into a running public fight with Ahab and Jezebel and all the recently-converted prophets and priests of Baal about it.

It is a really turbulent, conflicted time to live in.  No peace in the land.

And it only gets worse when Elijah faces off with almost 1000 of the false prophets and priests in a big public confrontation – a 700-BCE-style political debate and religious contest to see which God – Baal or Yahweh – is the true one.  It’s winner take all, loser lose all.  Elijah, standing up for Yahweh, wins.  The prophets and priests of Baal lose – lose decisively, and lose their lives for it.

But instead of bringing resolution of the conflict and a concession of defeat from Ahab and Jezebel, it only ups the ante.  Jezebel, not a good loser, puts out a contract on Elijah, sends the military out against him, and tells him he’s as good as dead.  His determination to win and to beat the other side was no real solution – no way to peace.

Which brings us to the part of the story I want to read to you from I Kings 19:1-18: 

When Elijah hears of Queen Jezebel’s intent to have him killed, he takes off.  Leaves the land of Judah and runs far into the desert.  He needs to get away, and out in the wilderness he is ready just to die.  It’s the only way he can imagine this story and his life having any resolution even half-ways peaceful.

“Just let me go,” he says to God, as he sits in the shade of a solitary shrub far out in the desert. “I have done all I could do.  It’s made no difference for good.  Everyone has turned against you, and I am alone.  So if you care for me at all, just kill me now, so I can at least die in peace.”

Instead of killing him though, God sends an angel – once day, the next day, and the day after that again to give Elijah food to eat and water to drink, and, in his replenished strength, to travel even farther into the wilderness.  For forty days Elijah walks until he reaches Mt Sinai, the old and traditional mountain of God, which he begins to climb, eventually taking shelter for the night in a little cave. 

That’s a pretty sacred space for the people of Israel that Elijah has found his way to, and crawled into.  It wasn’t easy for him to get there.  It may even have seemed a place of last resort.  Even a place of desperation.  At the very least, a place to escape the world he feels he can no longer live in.

I wonder … where is your sacred space to retreat to, and what do you expect it to be -- a happy place, or a holy place?  And what might be the difference between the two?  

 Anyway, whatever Elijah's expectation was...

It’s there that God comes to him.  “Elijah,” God says, “what are you doing here?”

“Oh Lord Almighty,” Elijah says as he said before, ““I have done all I could do.  It’s made no difference for good.  Everyone has turned against you, and I am alone.  So if you care for me at all, just kill me now, so I can at least die in peace.”

It sounds familiar.  Elijah has outrun Jezebel and her army, but has not outrun his anguish.  He carries his troubles with him, and it’s all he can see and all he can say about himself, and he offers it. 

Come here,” God says. “Come out of the cave and stand on the mountain.  I want you to see me when I pass by.”

All at once, a strong wind shook the mountain and shattered the rocks. But the Lord was not in the wind. Next, there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. Then there was a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire.

Hmm.  So far Elijah had been trying to prove Yahweh to the people with exactly those kind of things -- with powerful acts of wonder, with great rhetorical flourish, with awesome feats of might.

Finally, there was a gentle breeze – a sound of total quiet, the sound of sheer silence, and when Elijah heard it, he covered his face with his coat. He went out and stood at the entrance to the cave.

The Lord asked, “Elijah, why are you here?”

“Oh Lord Almighty,” Elijah says as he said before, “I have done all I could do.  It’s made no difference for good.  Everyone has turned against you, and I am alone.  So if you care for me at all, just kill me now, so I can at least die in peace.” 

Still the recitation of woe is the only reality – the most real thing Elijah can see.  He is still overwhelmed and undone by the world's way -- and Baal's way -- of measuring success and meaning.

And the Lord said, “Elijah, go back to the part of the desert near Damascus.  When you get there, I have some people I want you to help put in charge of things, who will start putting things right.  Because you know what?  You aren’t alone.  There are still 7,000 Israelites who have refused to worship Baal, and they will live.” 

In other words, all is not as lost as you think.  You think you are a lone little voice in the land.  But you know what?  There are 7,000 little voices in the land, and they are not going to go away.  In fact, it is through them and through you that I am, and that I will speak to the people.

And in the strength of that command and promise spoken in a place of seclusion and from the heart of sheer stillness and quiet, Elijah finds the peace he needs, the faith he thought he had lost, and the community he didn’t know about until that moment, to help him carry on as he is called to back in the midst of the turmoil and trouble of his time.

Not just to die in peace, which is not God’s good will for him yet.  Nor to be able to stay in some private refuge just for his own well-being, which is never a complete spirituality.

But to return to the world and the woes of his day with peace and reassurance, with deepened faith in the promise and presence of God, and with awareness of community and companions along the way that he simply was not aware of before.

What gifts he receives in the holy quietness outside that sacred hiding spot.

So where or what is your sacred hiding spot, when you need peace and reassurance? 

Where is your place – not just your happy place where you try to leave your troubles behind, but your holy place where your troubles and your God can meet face to face – and how do you get there, for God to be able to speak to you from the heart of sheer stillness and quiet?

What will it take for you to run there, to speak out the troubles you are carrying, and to become aware of the community and companions who will be your strength in your times of trouble?

Tuesday, December 01, 2020

Real hope comes in little bits? (Advent 1, Nov 29, 2020)

 Introductory Thoughts: 

Have you begun decorating, planning for, and thinking through Christmas this year?  This year nothing is automatic.  Having to think everything through can get tiring.  But maybe that extra moment of thought can also be a time to remember our way back to what it’s really about.

In our neighbourhood some folks are making a special effort this year – decorating a little earlier and a bit more brightly – to help their kids they say, to have a little extra joy in the midst of all the changes, losses and uncertainties of the last 8 months.  And isn’t Advent a time to let ourselves be reminded that in the midst of uncertainty, anxiety and fear, God still comes to us with a gift – a child, a life, a light that still shines in our darkness?

Wherever you are, whatever questions, insecurities, disruptions and fears you may be living at with, may this service and season of Advent be of comfort to you.  May find yourselves opened to the light of God’s love and God’s presence.


Reading and Meditation

Isaiah 9:2-7 is a traditional reading for Advent 1.

The people walking in darkness have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned.
 

You have enlarged the nation and increased their joy;
they rejoice before you as people rejoice at the harvest,
as warriors rejoice when dividing discovered treasure
.

The time of Isaiah was a terrible time for the people of Israel.  The kingdom was a total mess.  It was divided.  It was top-heavy with leaders who were corrupt and self-serving.  The poor were very poor and not really cared for.  There was a rot at the heart of the nation and in the souls of the people that demoralized everyone and everything.  Attempts at political renewal and religious revival changed nothing.  Things were falling apart, with no solution in sight.  And there was an enemy – the great army of Assyria – at the border, ready to come in and topple and take over whatever was left. 

What a terrible time to be in.  Can we relate in any way?  Globally?  Nationally?  Personally? 

So what’s the basis of the hope that the prophet proclaims, when he says “on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned”? 

For as in the day of Midian’s defeat, you have shattered the yoke that burdens them,

the bar across their shoulders, the rod of their oppressor.
Every warrior’s boot used in battle and every garment rolled in blood
will be destined for burning, will be fuel for the fire.
 

The prophet’s hope is not grounded in what he wishes will come true, but in what he remembers as having been true from the past.  “As in the day of Midian’s defeat…” he says, and with these words he calls to mind something all his listeners would be familiar with – a time in their past when they were similarly up against it, facing the loss of everything, and God got them through, God led them through the dark and fearful time they were facing, to a new beginning.

Can we believe that today?  Can we let ourselves be reminded of the big picture, the long perspective, the whole of the story of God leading us through ups and downs, through good times and bad, for richer for poorer, in sickness and health … never leaving nor forsaking us, but leading us through?

It’s like Psalm 23, when it turns from those nice opening verses about being led to green pastures and quiet waters – the nice side of life, to the middle verses that affirm “yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, through the valley of deepest darkness, I fear no evil, for thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me” … and it’s there, the psalmist says, that we come to experience the most intimate anointing and the most abundant provision.

Does that promise – that hope – still hold?  Can we – do we – believe it?  Is there any sign that we can look to, to help us know the promise still holds? 

For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders.

And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
Of the greatness of his government and peace there will be no end.
He will reign on David’s throne and over his kingdom,

establishing and upholding it with justice and righteousness 

from that time on and forever.
The zeal of the Lord Almighty will accomplish this.
 

A child is born. 

That’s the hope?  Something as daily and universal as a child being born?  How many are born every day into the billions of lives already being lived on the planet?  In some ways, such an ordinary thing.

And yet, isn’t it the most extra-ordinary thing, a miracle every time it happens?  A new life, a new hope, a new person ready and able to love and to be loved, to live in the image and likeness of God – both knowing God’s love for herself or himself, and through their life, through their relationships and choices and actions – as big or small as they may be, sharing God’s love for all.

Do you remember the David Bowie/ Bing Crosby mash-up of The Little Drummer Boy (“come, they told me, a newborn king  to see, I’ll play my drum for him, pa-rum-pa-pa-pum”) and Peace on Earth (“peace on earth, can it be? years from now perhaps we’ll see the day of glory…”)? 

On one hand – the great vision and hope that God breathes into every soul that’s born – peace on Earth.  And on the other – the way we live it out, each in our own way, pa-rum-pa-pa-pum, with the choices we make, the gifts we offer, the generous gestures we make, the charity and mercy we show, adding our little drum-beats on our tiny drum, to the general chorus and the ongoing, unending parade of the coming of God’s light into and all through the world in us and through us to others.

So, here in the sanctuary of Fifty church we’ll be lighting the first candle of Advent, the candle of hope.  Is there a candle you have at home, that you can make and name and light this year as a candle of hope?

And even more, how can you light a candle – how can you bring a glimmer of hope – into the world this Advent season?

Wherever you are and with whatever resources and opportunities are yours, what little action, what gesture of kindness, what word or deed of love or forgiveness or acceptance or comfort or support will bring light to someone near you? 

With the tiny drum you have been given, this year what little drum-beat will you add to the song of hope for yourself and for others?

Pa-rum-pa-pa-pum.