Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Towards Sunday, August 3, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 14:13-21 (Feeding Five Thousand)
Sermon: Do communities of faith still have what the world is hungry for?


The world is hungry ... for hope, real leadership, vision, healing, forgiveness, more faithful care of Earth, justice, civility, compassionate community, a better way of life.  When we had Christendom as our context, we could count on partners in high places to help meet the need to shape a good world.

But now that we no longer have the ear of government in the same way, nor the same level of support from business and civic leaders in seeking the kingdom of God in our time, this Gospel story takes on new and powerful meaning.  This is a story for the church today to listen to, with newly opened ears.

The needs we face are huge, whether we look globally or locally, publicly or privately.  What's needed is people and communities of faith ready to offer what they have -- even all by themselves, in the faith that the little we are able to do and offer is still all it takes for good things to happen.

The worst that could happen would be a continuation and fulfilment of W.B. Yeats' dreadful vision after the Great War of 1914-1918:

     ... The best lack all conviction, while the worst
    Are full of passionate intensity.



Sermon for Sunday, July 27, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 13:31-33, 44-53
Sermon:  You Never Know


Some years ago at a wedding I officiated at, the couple chose a poem by Marge Piercy as the reading for their ceremony.  It’s titled, “Why Marry At All?” and it begins this way: 

          Why mar what has grown up between the cracks
          And flourished, like a weed
          That discovers itself to bear rugged
          Spikes of magenta blossom in August,
          Ironweed sturdy and bold,
          A perennial that endures winters to persist? 

          Why register with the State?
          Why enlist in the legions of the respectable?
          Why risk the whole apparatus of roles
          And rules, of laws and liabilities?
          Why licence our bed at the foot
          Like our Datsun truck: will the mileage improve? 

The poem works its way through to a positive and hope-filled understanding of marriage as a good institution, but at the same time it never lets go of the understanding of real love as being like a weed that grows up through the cracks unexpected and unexpectedly wonderful. 

Jesus says that’s what the kingdom of God is like in the world; it’s how he sees it coming: 

It’s like a mustard seed, he says – the smallest of seeds, and a weed at that, but as it grows, that which the world sees of no worth, turns out to be just what all the world needs. 

It’s like yeast – which in Jesus’ tradition was seen as unclean and unholy, but which when mixed in with good flour gives rise to new life that keeps us and others alive. 

It’s like a treasure hidden in a field that you just stumble across by accident; you can’t claim it as your own, but it’s so valuable that you give up all that is yours, just to have it and not let it go.

It’s like a one-in-a-million pearl that falls into your lap and makes everything else you have seem suddenly junky and disposable, so you give and  give up all you have for it. 

And it’s how others see it still.  The kingdom of God still comes into the world like a weed growing up through the cracks. 

Rev. Thom Shuman, an interim minister in the Presbyterian Church in Ohio, puts it this way in a meditation he wrote for this week’s gospel: 

the kingdom of heaven
is like a community organizer
walking through
oppression's neatly ordered regulations,
          planting seeds which blossom into radical hope;
the kingdom of heaven
         is like mold on a slice of bread
                   which can cure a child's infection; 
 
the kingdom of heaven
          is like the young family
which buys
a foreclosed house in a rough neighborhood
and turns it into a day care center. 

My guess is that he mentions what he does because these are things he has seen first-hand – that even as he works in the institution of the church, keeping things going with programs and plans and projects with predictable outcomes, he knows that what really makes a difference in the life of the church and the world are the new ideas that start no bigger than a mustard seed, the only-half-thought-through project that at first seems like a waste of time at a Council meeting, the surprising opportunity that lands in our laps from out of the blue and that calls us to rethink everything we thought we were doing and investing in. 

I wonder in what other ways the kingdom of heaven comes into the world like a weed growing up through the cracks, unexpectedly and unexpectedly wonderful. 

What now is World Vision began 54 years ago as a few file folders, a phone and mail list of potential donors, a money bag and a receipt book in the desk drawer of one man who just wanted to help a few poor people in one country. 

Marshall Memorial’s two- and three-times a year mission trips of 15-20 people at a time began with a wrong turn by a Hamilton businessman on a business trip to trip the Dominican, that took him unexpectedly into the island’s poorest ghettoes. 

CityKidz began – as we now know by heart, with one skinny, slightly out-of-place young man just out of theology school, a soccer ball, and no plan other than a desire to make a difference for good in the lives of a handful of kids. 

And lest we think it happens only in other places and with other people, I wonder in whose kitchen in Winona in 1967 a few people started tossing around the as-yet-undone idea of maybe organizing some kind of peach festival to celebrate the community spirit and maybe raise a little money for community activities? 

Or, more recently, who would have thought that a boxful of knitted quilts and blankets, stored away for a few years in a cupboard and mostly forgotten, would be just what was needed to help complete a visiting speaker’s mission trip to Peru? 

We never really know, do we?   

At our best, Jesus says, our life is like a net thrown into the sea that draws in all kinds of fish – all kinds of ideas, people, experience, plans and projects.  And by ourselves we can’t really sort out good from bad, useful from useless.  How are we really to know?  We can only pray that God and God’s angels will help us work it out – help us see in some little way

·         what tiny little seed of an idea is God’s plan and God’s planting in our life
·         what weedy little project is meant to become the centrepiece of our future
·         what yeast is at work within us, giving rise to new life
·         what surface we should scratch to find the treasure underneath
·         what one-in-a-million pearl might be in our hand already, just waiting for us to give up everything else we have so we can give our whole attention to it.

Jesus says the kingdom of heaven comes into the world over and over and over again.  And we pray, “Thy kingdom come; thy will be done …”

Monday, July 21, 2014

Towards Sunday, July 27, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 13:31-33, 44-53
Sermon:  Weeds in the Cracks of the Sidewalk

This week we read a bunch of little parables that pack a big punch.  The mustard seed and leaven are two very little unclean things that end up having have a big and wonderful effect; the buried treasure and pearl of great price are two unexpected little finds that end up being more valuable to the finder than everything else they thought they were looking for.

And that, Jesus says, is what the kingdom of God is like and how it appears in our life.

Is there some little thing that maybe nobody else sees as good, that has drawn you towards God and helped shape or save your faith?  Has there been a completely unplanned and unexpected little gift that has turned out to be the most valuable part of your spiritual journey?

Sermon: Sunday, July 20, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 13:24-30
Sermon:  Not Rushing to Judgement



When Jesus says God’s kingdom is like a field of good wheat into which an enemy sows weeds, he’s not telling us anything we don’t already know.
 
A generation ago typical Sunday worship across the country in United Church congregations would have opened with a prayer like this – maybe even this prayer exactly, from the old Green Service Book: 

Almighty and most merciful Father, we have erred and strayed from thy ways like lost sheep, we have followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts, we have offended against thy holy laws, we have left undone those things which we ought to have done, and we have done those things which we ought not to have done, and there is no health in us.

In other words: 

Almighty and most merciful God, as much as we are part of your sowing of good wheat in the world, both you and we know that we still act and look a lot lke weeds. 

The question is not whether we are wheat and weeds together.  The question is what to do about it.
 
Which is why from time to time we get serious about doing some weeding.  It’s a natural response – especially in a culture like ours that puts so much stock in self-help, self-improvement, home renovation and personal make-over.  In our souls and in our homes, in our church and in our community, with self-help books and programs in hand, spiritual practices and physical disciplines, selective activities and relationships to focus on, and a whole range of living and lifestyle choices, we try to weed out of our lives and out of our world what (and even sometimes who) is bad and ungodly, so what is good and godly can stand out and flourish.  
 
Except Jesus says it’s not that simple.  We’re mistaken, he says, in our confidence that we can really get a handle on the weeds and clean the field up.  And we do real damage, he says, to God’s whole harvest, when we get too aggressive in weeding out what and who we think doesn’t belong.
 
Because the weeds he’s concerned about are not just any old weeds.  They are tares.  That’s what they’re called in the older translations of this parable, and tares – also called darnel, are a very special and very nasty kind of weed.
 
For one thing they are quite toxic.  Mixed in with wheat, they can ruin a whole harvest – make it bitter and unpalatable.  No farmer would ever want tares to be growing in his field.  But which of us has not known some Christians and some churches to be just like that?  
 
Some years ago I filled in for a minister for one week in the summer at a church in the city and it was one of the worst – one of the most depressing experiences of worship I can remember.  I felt like I was in a big barn of a sanctuary with what seemed to be only a few handfuls of people scattered around it.  But it wasn’t the size of the place and the smallness of the number that struck me.  Nor was it we were doing anything wrong.  We were doing, saying singing all the right stuff.  But there was a spirit of discouragement and tiredness, of closedness and judgement that seemed to fill the place – that seemed to be there like weeds poking up their heads between the good words we were saying and the good songs we were singing.   It was like toxic tares in the midst of the wheat.  It left a bitter taste in my mouth.  I was glad not to have been asked to do a second week.
 
All of us have probably also known individual Christians like that  – people who on one level do things right and all the right things, but in whom there’s also something not so right at work – maybe cynicism or anger, or judgement and self-righteousness, or pride and a kind of know-it-all-ness that just makes you not want to be with them a lot, not want to work with them or be part of the same group as them.  Sometimes in the midst of all the good we do, there’s also something toxic, Jesus says.
 
It can be hard to deal with because a second thing about tares is they actually look a lot like wheat.  They’re so similar to wheat in appearance that most times you can’t really separate the two or tell what’s good and what’s bad with any real precision.  
 
It makes me think of how our greatest gifts at times can become our greatest weakness.  How we may have the best of intentions, but we’re blind to our hidden motivations.  How our actions may be perfectly good on one level – usually in the short-term, and turn out not so good on another, usually more long-term.
 
Even Jesus, when someone calls him Good Teacher, says, “Why do you call me good?  Only God is good.”  Was maybe even he aware that sometimes he rubbed people the wrong way?  That he sometimes gave offence in ways he didn’t intend?  That being human he had his own mixture of good and bad to deal with?  That it’s impossible to live in this world without being involved somehow in its sin?  
 
Which leads to a third thing about tares – that they have roots that go deep and become so entangled with those of the wheat, that if you try to pull out a handful of tares you’ll also be pulling out good wheat with it.  Try ridding the field of tares, try un-mixing the field, and you’ll end up with nothing at all – no tares, no wheat and no harvest.
 
I like the way Pam Laing, a minister of the United Presbyterian Church in the States, puts it in a sermon she writes about this parable: 

Sadly, God's friends are also God's worst enemies! … The Pharisees who had Jesus killed are perfect examples of this.  They were seeking to be good weeders on God's behalf, and wound up killing the very God they sought to serve.   

Jesus, on the other hand, worked with the weeds in his midst.  He did not weed out Judas from the twelve disciples, even though he knew Judas would betray him.  Jesus did not weed out Peter even when he knew that Peter would deny him.  In fact, Jesus knew that all twelve of his disciples would run away when he needed them most, but he still did not remove them from the fellowship.  Let's face it; if Jesus had weeded out all the imperfect people around him, he would have been standing alone!

It seems we’re all in this together, or we’re not really in it at all.  The way Jesus sees it, tares are simply a fact of life in God’s field of wheat and God is able and willing to work with it.
 
So maybe the best we can do is not be as sure as we sometimes are of our blamelessness and goodness, give other people a little more leeway of grace and openness in the ways we judge and treat them, and every time we gather for worship do as people have done for millennia by offering the fullness – both the good and the bad of who we are in a prayer like the one we used to say from the old Green Service Book: 

Almighty and most merciful Father, we have erred and strayed from thy ways like lost sheep, we have followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts, we have offended against thy holy laws, we have left undone those things which we ought to have done, and we have done those things which we ought not to have done, and there is no health in us. 

But thou, O Lord, have mercy upon us.  Spare thou, them, O God, who confess their faults.  Restore thou them that are penitent, according to thy promises declared unto humankind in Christ Jesus our Lord.  And grant, O most merciful Father, for his sake, that we may hereafter live a godly, righteous, and sober life, to the glory of thy holy Name.  Amen. 

The language is old and a bit hard to understand.  So how can we express this prayer in meaningful ways today?  And when we do, does it lead us a little more deeply into the fullness and the mystery of God’s kingdom?

 

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Towards Sunday, July 20, 1024

Scripture:  Matthew 13:24-30
Sermon:  Not Rushing to Judgement


This parable used to be called "the wheat and the tares." 

Tares (also known as darnel, or "bastard wheat") are toxic weeds.  It looks similar to wheat, so it is hard to weed out with any precision.  Also, its roots go deep and entangle with those of the wheat, making it impossible to pull out without also pulling out the wheat.

Obviously no one would want tares in their wheat field.  But alas, Jesus says, it's there! It just is!  

So what's a good Christian to do?

In searching for images for this parable I came across a website called agapegeek.com that says Jesus consistently taught the separation of, and division between the godly and ungodly, or the good and bad.

Is that what this parable teaches?

Or does it teach that even as we are tempted to try to make those judgements, we cannot?  At least not without doing violence and harm to ourselves and to others when we try?

My spiritual director tells me that when the New Testament writers list the gifts and fruit of the Spirit (i.e. try to identify the nature of spiritual authority and maturity), none of them include the gifts of being right or doing things perfectly.  They do mention peace and patience, though, as well as love.

I wonder why my director thinks it's good for me to hear this.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Sermon of Sunday, July 13, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 13:1-9
Sermon:  Poor Farmer


 
The poor farmer.  Whether it’s his own wastefulness in the way he insists on sowing seed so widely and universally or because he simply has such poor land to work with, three of the four places where he sows good seed – in fact, the first three of the four, are frustratingly unproductive.  
 
Seed is sown on a busy pathway where instead of really entering into the earth, it remains on the surface and becomes just so much more birdseed.  Seed falls into rocky ground, where some of it starts to grow and looks promising, but quickly dies out for lack of deep rootage.  Seed falls into thorn-infested places where new, good growth starts to happen but after a while doesn’t really stand a chance against old, deeply rooted growth and more nasty kinds of attachments.
 
Poor farmer.  Poor farm.  Poor seed.  Except, Jesus says, there is also good soil that seed falls into, and the yield then is not even just the usual 2 to 5 times what is sown, but a miraculous harvest of 30, 60 and 100 times what is sown.  And this, Jesus says, is what the kingdom of God is like. 
 
God is used to working with poor material – sowing good seed in poor and questionable land.  
 
Way back in the beginning do you remember the story of Abraham and Lot?  It’s in Genesis 13.  Abraham is on his journey of trust with God, following God’s leading to a new and promised land.  Journeying with him is his nephew, Lot, and as they approach the land that’s been promised to Abraham they realize they have to separate.  Their flocks and households are large enough that they each need their own place to be.  So they stand on a hill and look at the land ahead of them – to the east is the beautiful, well-watered Jordan valley; to the west, a land more barren, rocky and unproductive.
 
Abraham lets Lot choose, and Lot chooses the lush and fertile valley.  So Abraham goes off to what’s left, and when he gets there, God says, “Don’t worry.  I’ll still give you all I promised, still make of you a great people, still bless all the world through you.”
 
God is used to working with poor material – sowing good seed in poor and questionable land.  
 
I haven’t been there, but from what I read in books and see in pictures I understand the land of Israel – before today’s possibilities for irrigation and fertilization, was pretty barren and difficult to live on.  And the people of Israel as we read about them in the Hebrew Bible from the king on down to the ordinary people, were also pretty poor material – greedy, corrupt, committed to the gods of this world rather than to Yahweh, willing to turn a blind eye to injustice if it benefitted them, short-sighted and fearful – in a word, as bad as anyone else.
 
God is used to working with poor material, and it continues into the New Testament and the Christian church.  Just look at the disciples Jesus picks – unschooled labourers, a tax collector, hotheads and quarrelers, sinners and lepers, people who up denying and betraying him, who need constant education, correction and re-affirmation.  And is the Christian church over the centuries, are we here at Fifty, am I any different?  Any different from them, or from the rest of the world?
 
As I looked at this parable this week and how we try to come to terms with it, I noticed how much we try to rise above and move beyond what it says of the poverty of our lives, the rockiness of our living, the hardness of our hearts – how we try to understand and be in control of what the parable says, as though we can be above but not really in its message.
 
I saw graphs and charts like this …   
 
 
 …where people try to sketch out the details of the story, as though understanding each literal thing will help us rise above what it says. 
 
We make charts of different kinds of hearts we may have…   
 
 
...as though by knowing the names we can choose the kind of heart we want to -- or think we should have.

We make charts of different kinds of faith we might have ...


…as though in telling this parable Jesus is giving a seminar on right and wrong ways of relating to God, and if we learn all the different ways well enough we’ll be able to choose the right way and be able to pass the test at the end.    
 
We even draw up graphs and depth-and-growth-charts so we can plot where we are and where we should be going.
 
 
I wonder what Jesus would do if after speaking this parable some morning or afternoon, that evening he found his disciples huddled in a corner with papyrus and stylus sketching out all these diagrams, drawing up all these charts, trying to schematize what they had heard, and probably comparing where they all were on the different charts and graphs?

At this point in my life, the point for me in this parable is simply to recognize that all through my life, even now, and no doubt until the day I die, I am poor material for God’s seed  ...


 …– that at times my commitment to God is superficial and a matter of show; at times I make a good start on reforming my life and practice, but I don’t stay with it and it dies out; at times I find it hard to accept God’s love and share it easily with others because I’m trapped in guilt, regret and negative self-images; at times I really do want to live well and in the way God shows us, but other things choke it out – bad habits I don’t let go of, prejudices I don’t recognize or learn to challenge in myself, love of comfort and privilege that make me hold back from sacrifice and love of others … and that despite all this, God still sows good seed in my life day after day, still showers me with love, blessing, and instruction that at times bears miraculous fruit –  
 
 
... that grows up and grows well, far more and far better than I could ever expect of myself apart from the constant love of God.

And might this be the point:  that new life begins each day as we honestly – and I mean honestly, confess what poor material we are as God’s people, what a rocky, hardened, and thorn-infested ground we are for God’s word – me, our church, other people and our world -- and what a miraculous harvest is possible because of God’s unending abundant love of us and others – because of God’s unending and hope-filled insistence on sowing seeds of love, grace and blessing anywhere and everywhere?


Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Toward Sunday, July 13, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 13:1-9 (The Parable of the Sower)
Sermon:  Sow Much


Jesus' parable of the sower reminds us of a number of comfortable and uncomfortable truths about life in this world:
  • God does not force God's will on the world
  • God constantly plants seeds and sows possibilities into all kinds of situations -- in fact, into every situation, place and heart
  • there are many ways in which what God desires is frustrated, resisted and undone, and we need not be surprised by them
  • but still, the harvest is astounding (as Jesus says earlier as well, in Matthew 9:37)
Jesus' story is about God, and it raises lots of questions for us as God's people and followers of Jesus -- probably 30, 60 or 100, including:
  • How and where do I plant seeds and sow possibilities as a servant of God?
  • Am I myself a seed that God scatters into the world?
  • How and when am I different kinds of soil, bearing different results?
  • Do I recognize holy growth in the world and in others, and do I help to harvest it?
  • How does the image of the sower affect how I pray for God's will to be done in any given situation?
Here's a few more depictions of The Sower.  What does each say to you?  We may have another look at them (and more) on Sunday.








Wednesday, July 02, 2014

Toward Sunday, July 6, 2014

Scripture:  Matthew 11:2-6, 16-19
Sermon:  As Different as Only Family Can Be

It's not that John didn't believe Jesus was the messiah.  The Gospel of Matthew doesn't tell the story of the pre-natal John leaping for joy in his mother's womb when Mary, pregnant with Jesus, comes to visit his mother (Luke 1:39-45).  But Matthew does say that as an adult when John sees Jesus coming to him for baptism, he clearly understands Jesus to be the one he is waiting for and directing people to be ready for (Matthew 3:13-14).

But now John is unsure (Matthew 11:2-3). In prison for his prophetic denunciation of Herod's kingdom, John knows he will soon be executed and he is not so sure anymore that Jesus is the one he should be sending people to. 

They have turned out so different.  John has been a hellfire-and-brimstone, repent-or-be-lost, judgement-is-nigh kind of preacher.  Jesus is a man of compassion, forgiveness and patient healing who keeps all doors open for any sinner to come in, just as they are able.

Does John disagree with Jesus?  Is he disappointed in him?  Confused by his approach?  Afraid that maybe Jesus isn't really the one he should have sent people to follow?

Given the differences in their approach, theological emphasis and style of ministry, it would have been easy for John to break from Jesus, and for a barrier to be erected between them. 

How do we handle differences like this in our day?  What do we do with supposedly-other Christians when they preach, sing, pray, talk about God, and practice ministry in ways vastly differently from what we think is right (vv. 16-19)?  And with people of other religious traditions entirely whose religious vocabulary and practice is sometimes worlds (or at least half-a-world) away from ours?