Tuesday, February 04, 2020

Blessed are the broken (sermon from Sunday, Feb 2, 2020)


Reading: Matthew 5:1-12

In the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus is presented as a new Moses for the people of God – someone who leads them out of our imprisonment to both Rome and Jerusalem (to state and church), to be free for the ways of the kingdom of God. 

Just as Moses led the people through the Red Sea and then to the Jordan, so Jesus joined them in crossing the Jordan to new life on the other side.

Just as Moses went up on a mountain to see the glory of God, so Jesus went up on a mountain to be the glory of God.

And just as Moses came down with a law for the people to live, Jesus came down … not with a list of laws, but with a list of blessings for people who felt like they were failures in the world’s eyes, and a promise that maybe their awareness of failure was exactly what made them people of God.

"Blessed are the poor ... are the meek ... and are the peace-makers..." he says. Or, as Monty Python says he says in The Life of Brian, "blessed are the Greek ... and the cheese-makers..." It's always interesting how things get heard and remembered.  

Even among the Gospel writers.  Like when Luke recalls Jesus blessing the poor, and making it clear he means the poor in wealth, resources and worldly power; while Matthew remembers Jesus blessing "the poor in spirit."  Quite a different thing.

Some see Matthew and Paul alike as having to deal with churches that were very much caught up in the charismatic-celebrity thing -- the all-too-worldly tendency to look up to, and bow down to those in a community who seem to be especially gifted, learned, dominant, full of answers for everyone, and always more than ready to take charge of things -- those who are "rich in spirit."  Those who leave the rest of us usually feeling somewhat envious, or inferior, or not as important, smart or "spiritual."

That is, until Jesus -- Son of God, no less, and the Messiah to boot, comes along, looks us all over, and says, "Blessed are you who are poor in spirit, who don't have it all together, who really struggle sometimes with all this God and spirit and faithful living stuff.  Thank God for you!  Cuz it's you who are at the door and know the way in to the kingdom of heaven."


Not many choose to be broken.  Nor to be emptied and poor.  To be bereft, and have their life fall apart.

But it happens.  To all of us.  Because of life, because of the world, because of other people, even sometimes because of ourselves we end up in some situation like that, and worse.

It’s worse if in whatever we suffer, we also feel alone – cut off from God and from other people.  And that happens too, because of the ways we see God sometimes and because other people aren’t always very good at staying and being with us in the midst of the brokenness, the pain, and the emptiness.  It’s not where we want to be ourselves – on the dark side of God; why would others want to be there with us?

Which makes it all the more radical and graciously overturning of the way the world (and the church?) usually works when at the very beginning of his ministry in the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus looks out over the poor and the sorrowful souls of Galilee and says,

Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
          Blessed are the meek,
                   for they will inherit the Earth.
And so on…blessed are you and blessed are others
who are broken, empty, powerless, alone and in need one way or another,
for God is yours and you are God’s,
and it is you who are blessed and a blessing.

Sometimes in our desire to be good and rewarded with blessing by God we interpret these blessings as commands.  As a kind of law or a self-help self-improvement manual.  So we can go about trying to cultivate poverty of spirit, mournfulness, meekness, a thirst for righteousness and so on, thinking if we manage to cultivate these attitudes and ways of being we’ll earn God’s favour and be among the blessed.  And it can’t be wrong for us to see the spiritual value of a little more humility and openness to pain. 

But what if Jesus is more simply just saying to those who are already broken down and broken open by life, by other people around them and by their own human sinfulness, “Blessed are you, for in your need, your powerlessness, your vulnerability and your lonely sorrow you are opened to grace, to God and to holy and healing community in ways we cannot imagine nor create for ourselves, and can only choose to embrace when they come.” 

Anne Lamott calls it a holy openness to “the gift of failure.” 

A minister named David Lose (an interesting name, given the context) puts it this way:  “Jesus isn't setting up conditions or terms [of holy living] but rather is just plain blessing people.  All kinds of people.  That is, all kinds of down-and-out, extremely vulnerable, and at the bottom of the ladder people.  Why?  To proclaim that God regularly shows up in mercy and blessing just where you least expect God to be -- with the poor rather than the rich, those who are mourning rather than celebrating, the meek and the peacemakers rather than the strong and victorious.  This is not where citizens of the ancient world look for God and, quite frankly, it's not where citizens of our own world do either.  And if God shows up here, Jesus is saying, blessing the weak and the vulnerable, then God will be everywhere, showering all creation and its inhabitants with blessing.”

The word translated “blessed” in most English translations is the Greek word “markarios” and it can also be translated “happy.”   But markarios is not just fleeting, circumstantial earthly happiness; it refers to the celestial bliss of the gods, a life free from the work and worries of the world.  So used of human life in this world, it refers to a bliss somehow above, beyond, or at least not determined by the cares of life.  It’s the blessing and joy of a person who is self-contained and who somehow deeply knows themselves to be right with God independent of external circumstance.

Ever wonder how you get there, though?

A few years ago Japhia and I saw a film documentary called “Happy.”  The start of the film outlines scientific findings that a basic feeling of happiness in life is about 50% genetically determined.  We all have a 50/50 chance of being basically happy or unhappy.  Beyond that, our life situation and circumstances – the things we work hardest for and think are the most important to happiness, like job, money, health, friends, family, meaningful activities, are of about 10% importance to a basic feeling of happiness.  Only 10% !!  The rest – the final 40% that really tips the balance one way or the other, is behaviour and attitude.  Our choices and our spirit.

And that’s what the rest of the film is about – little life-sketches of maybe 20 persons around the world from a Louisiana swamp to a Tibetan cliff village, from a small Danish co-op to a cardboard camp on the edge of Kolkotta near the garbage dump.  All of whom profess to be, and truly are happy.  Most are poor; some have suffered terrible accidents and losses; few have any real chance of what we call “improvement.”

One story I remember is that of Manoj Singh, a rickshaw driver in the slums of Kolkotta.  By day he runs and pulls people through the city streets on his rickshaw; by night he comes home to his family’s little cardboard shack in a village of hundreds (if not thousands) of side-by-side cardboard shacks.  His is protected from the rain in monsoon season by a tarp (he’s so thankful for the tarp), and through the rest of the year it’s the most wonderful home he can imagine because there is a window in one wall, lovely air flow through the shack, and the chance to enjoy life there with his son, his son’s baby daughter, and the good neighbours they have all around them.  “I feel that I am not poor,” he says, “because I am the richest person.  Sometimes we eat only rice with salt, but still we are happy.”

This week I had the pleasure of being included in the Quilt Club tea time.  Almost a dozen women were there, and at one point in the conversation over tea and cookies, for a few minutes there was a sharing of story after story of deep woe.  It began with questions about Melissa’s aneurism and her current condition, and from there quickly went to someone’s friend’s brain cancer, to a growth on someone else’s pituitary putting pressure on the optic nerve, to how traumatic and terrible one of the member’s move has been from her home to a condo, to an acquaintance of someone else who after years of sad singlehood finally and miraculously was engaged to be married only for her fiancé to die suddenly and mysteriously before they could be married. 

As the stories added up, the room grew darker and sadder.  And the fellowship and sense of community around the table grew deeper and stronger.  More holy and heavenly.  Then without fixing or resolving anything, after a few minutes of quiet togetherness one of the women shyly turned on her phone, found a picture she said she had been waiting for a good time to share, and quietly passed around the ultrasound of a new great-grand-daughter.

“Blessed are you,” Jesus says,
“who are poor in spirit,
who know how to mourn,
who are familiar with, and okay with powerlessness,
who know what it’s like to long for justice and righteousness,
for you are the ones
who know the kingdom of heaven on Earth,
who are blessed by God,
who are filled in ways beyond merely human imagining,
who are the ones able to live in, and live out
the mercy, the peace and the love of God for all on the face of the Earth.”

And it’s not a law, nor a self-improvement program.  We don’t have to run out and find ways of making ourselves poor in spirit or bereft and sorrowful.  We do have to learn, though, not to run or hide from such things.

And I wonder, what does it take to be able to accept brokenness as it comes to us or to others?  To embrace poverty and emptiness when they knock?  To live with powerlessness and aloneness, and find the blessing of God in community with others anywhere in the world similarly broken down and broken open?

Sunday, January 05, 2020

Rise and shine (or, watching the morning news) -- sermon from Jan 5, 2019 (last day of Christmas)


Reading:  John 1:1-18

Each of the 4 Gospels begins the story of Jesus in their own way.

The Gospel of Mark, the first-written of the 4, says nothing about Jesus’s birth and childhood and starts into his story with the ministry of John the Baptist and Jesus’ baptism by him at about age 30.

The Gospel of Luke goes back to the birth of both John and Jesus, detailing both as miraculous and heralded by angels.

Matthew goes further back, outlining Jesus’ lineage all the way to Abraham, showing Jesus as the fulfilment of the original promises to Israel.

The Gospel of John goes back even further to the beginning of creation itself, echoing the first verses of Genesis 1, connecting Jesus with the meaning and life of all the world.  Genesis 1 says that in the beginning a Word, capital W, came from God, and by that Word came light and the successive proper ordering of all things in creation.   It is this Word – the Logos or Blueprint of all creation, John says, that became flesh in Jesus.




A week ago yesterday a terrible thing happened in Hamilton.  Around 5 pm a 68-year-old man and his 89-year-old mother, both using walkers, were struck by a motorcycle as they were attempting to cross Mohawk Road on their way home with a few groceries they had bought at the Food Basics.  The 68-year-old man was pronounced dead at the hospital, his mother at last report was in critical condition, and the 54-year-old motorcyclist was in critical but stable condition.

Japhia and I first learned of the accident as we watched “Morning Live” Monday morning on CHCH-TV, and it’s there we heard what I later read in the morning paper – that as the three people lay critically injured across three lanes of the five-lane roadway, people in cars drove around them without stopping, in some cases almost running them over again.  Others stopped to take groceries and personal effects, even sifting through the debris to pick out lottery tickets.  We heard someone took one of the two walkers.

I was repulsed.  I felt sick and depressed.  I wondered what we have fallen to in Hamilton.  What darkness have we wandered into?  Is this the kind of city we have become?

It’s one thing to hear about terrible things happening elsewhere – everything from the almost-apocalyptic blazes raging through Australia for months now to the almost-500 shootings in Toronto last year, from the terrible decline of civility and rise of tribalism among our neighbours to the South to the latest severe destabilization of global politics by the assassination of Major General Qasem Soleimani.  It’s another thing, though, to hear of such callous inhumanity and insecurity on our own city streets.

And I have to admit, as I lay in bed last Monday morning and saw the report about the accident scene, I wanted someone to blame.  I thought about the effect Donald Trump has had on us all.  I blamed the weight of all the bad news we absorb every day about political devolution, economic collapse, the pressures of mass immigration, climate change, and who knows what else.  Just a few days before – the same day the accident happened, The Spec featured an opinion piece by Hamilton’s Citizen of the Year for 2019, which lay the blame for “civic sadness” at the personal outrage many have felt about City Council over the past year.

I wondered, how can we not devolve into something less than we used to be, how can we not just begin to act out our most base and inhumane impulses, when that’s the world we live in?  How can we not in the end be overcome by the darkness, and “go to the dark side” ourselves?

But then, come the next day, in Tuesday morning’s paper, I read the rest of the story that was coming to light.  A story about Abbie MacLachlan, a 28-year-old nursing student who saw the three bodies lying on the road when she pulled into the Food Basics parking lot with her young daughter and mother, and who ran from her car to help.  While two other passersby went to the mother and the motorcyclist, Abbie went to the 68-year-old James Wood, the most critically injured, to try to help and comfort him.  She saw his injuries were “catastrophic” so she cradled and stabilized his neck with one arm while she applied pressure to a head wound to try to slow the bleeding.

He was in excruciating pain, so “I kept the conversation very light,” she says.  “In a few minutes it seemed like we were best friends.  I told him to transfer the pain to me so I could bear it and make it a little easier for him.  He must have thanked me a thousand times.  He asked if I would hold his hand.  I grabbed it and I didn’t let go.” 

When paramedics arrived and he was loaded for transfer to the hospital, she tried to eliminate any fear he might be experiencing.  And his last words to her before he was driven away were, “No.  Why should I be scared with my Abbie angel at my side?”

And then I also learned that even though the reports of people driving around the victims, yelling at their helpers to “get out of the f--- way!,” even almost hitting a police officer who had arrived at the scene were true, it turns out a number of people who picked up groceries and personal effects were doing it only to keep them from blowing away or being taken by others, and were later returned.

It was not, and is not all darkness.  The light – the light of life and self-giving love still shines.  And can it be – is it still possible to say, that the darkness has not yet overcome it?  Has not yet extinguished it?

That’s what the early church felt emboldened to believe and proclaim in the light of their experience of the resurrection of Jesus.  In him they saw the light of true life.  They saw in him the acting out of God’s ancient and unending design – what they called the Word, for how life was to be made good.  And even though they saw him unjustly imprisoned, cruelly killed and sadly buried, on the third day and every day after that they also heard and saw and felt in themselves the resurrection of the kind of life he brought to light – a kind of life that lies like a seed planted in every human heart, that sits like a blueprint etched into every human soul, and that Jesus awakened and brings to life within us.

Mr. Rogers is on our radar a lot these days, and many tell the story of something his mother apparently told him as a little boy.  One day, apparently overwhelmed at bad news he was hearing about, he asked his mother where God was when bad things happen, and why God doesn’t do anything about it.  To which his mother replied, “Whenever something bad happens in the world, look for the helpers.”  Maybe what you see and what you make of the world, depends on where you look.

Like in Australia, at the hundreds and thousands of  firefighters and other volunteers from all over the world lining up to do whatever they can to help, and even the pop star Pink who just yesterday pledged $500,000 to help the Australian firefighting and relief efforts.

And like on Mohawk Road a week ago Saturday, at Abbie MacLachlan who cradled and comforted a dying man, two others so far unnamed who helped the other two victims, the neighbours and other passersby who did what they could to save what belonged to James Wood and his mom, and who knows how many others who called 911, who prayed, who helped to shield the victims from the unthinking traffic.

Every day and wherever we are, we walk the line between darkness and light in the world – and darkness and light within ourselves.  Because really it’s not the fault of Donald Trump, of American politics or the weight of bad news these days.  The border between dark and light is one we all walk, and at different times along the way the light is awakened in us or not.  And we act it out, or not.

And the world is waiting and wanting and needing to see it when it happens.  Like the first followers of Jesus who saw the light of God’s life shining in him, the world looks to see the light of his life and God’s life shining in us and in others.

And we know how to do it.  We know how to be it.  We know how to show it.  Because what he does is awaken the light of true life that lies like a sacred seed and sits like a holy blueprint deep in all of us.  It’s why we thrill to the story of Abbie MacLahlan like we do.  It resonates with something deep inside us all as human beings.

On Christmas Eve our worship bulletin included this quotation from Martin Luther:

"See to it that you do not treat the gospel only as history, for that is only transient; neither regard it only as example, for it is of no value without faith.  Rather, see to it that you make this birth your own and that Christ be born in you.... Of what benefit would it be to me if Christ had been born a thousand times, and it would be daily sung into my ears in a most lovely manner, if I were never to hear that he was born for me [and in me] and was to be my very own?"

And a fellow minister -- Beth Johnston, serving a United Church in Nipawin, SK will be finishing her sermon this morning with these words:

“We have come here today to seek a light for our darkness; because the good news of Jesus has become such a part of our lives that we want to bring this light to others, in spiritual and in very tangible ways. 

“Like John we are tasked with the mission of pointing to the one who has given us light for our darkness and hope for our despair. 

“Arise, your light has come!”